I spent a couple hours last weekend putting together a support letter and self addressed stamped envelopes to hand out to people. I have to say, this is not my favorite part of going on a short term mission trip. On the one hand I know that asking people to help support you gives them an opportunity to share in what you are doing, but there's a part of me (the prideful part) that really would rather find some other way to fund the trip. This truly is a humbling experience...
In addition to that, I'm forced to really trust in the Lord - to trust that he will provide what I need in order to accomplish his goals. Again, I think my pride gets in the way here...I'd rather do this myself. And please don't get me wrong, I'm not writing this to convince anyone that they need to financially support me. I'm just sharing my thoughts on how uneasy this process has made me and how the Lord is stretching me to let go of some of my pride.
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ohhh...I totally understand! Its a trust thing for sure...and I too have some trust issues...Gods teaching me though and I am learning that as I see him provide each and every month for me :)
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